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daddy...
06.18.07 (9:44 am)   [edit]
i miss you. if only i could have you back. i dun care how long... a day? an hour? or... a minute? just come back for a while. i never knew how it's like to complete the puzzle. Happy Father's Day. muaks! love you so much..
 
06.02.07 (9:10 am)   [edit]
darling... i'm longing to see you. to have u back again. i wanna see u smile. see you laugh.. see u do everything see you sing. see u with with ur guitar.. singing while smiling at me. i miss you. darling i really do...
 
because of you, i'm selfish. i know.
06.01.07 (5:20 am)   [edit]
darling... i miss u so much. i can't hide the tears behind anymore. i just wanna let it out. it doesn't feel like myself without u at all. it's so different. i'm so selfish i know.
 
05.29.07 (10:28 am)   [edit]
i wanna be alone. i wanna lock myself in. i don't wanna go out. yesterday i dare not read ur messages. i know i'll cry even worse. today. i'm longing for it. i made a mistake. i shouldn't find for you. i broke my promise. that's why i get nth from u now. i'll never get any. it hurts. baby it hurts.
 
i'm sorry
05.29.07 (10:24 am)   [edit]
i'm getting myself into a great depression. reactive depression. i've just lost the person i love so much. the person who has always been there for me. i lost her because of me. because i'm a bad lover. nobody in this worl can hav a idea how i hurt this very special friend of mine. it hurts so much now... i don't know what i can do. i dream the whole day. lose my mind around the four walls. hide under the sheets and cry. i barely look in the mirror this few days. i know i look horrible. with the swollen eyes. i miss you so much. i watched the videos so many times just to see u in action. i complaint it hurts when u message. now i cry even more when u don't. i can't hear from u anymore. nothing from you. i kept my messenger on to wait for u to come online. i know i can't message u. but i just wanna see you somewhere. a hint that u're still there. somewhere. i'm so sorry. it's all my fault i know. i don;t know why i hurt u that badly. it shouldn't be that way at all. u mean so much to me. i miss everything about you. you mean too much to me. muaks.
 
i used to love holidays...
12.16.06 (12:16 am)   [edit]
My exam is over and i feel so bored.. i got myself books to read, dvds to watch and guess what? they are not enough at all! i do hang out with friends.. but how much time can that take away from my long long holiday? well, somehow, i've got this very nice friend, who lets me stay over at her place.. i really appreaciate it! she's really great at relieving my boredom! love you! MUAKS! i'm planning to go somewhere with my friends.. and i hope i do get to go somewhere with them... especially you, bubble! gotta go! bye!
 
lately..
06.10.06 (6:09 am)   [edit]

hmmm.. well holidays is about to end and i din work much on my blog anyway. stupid internet connection problem.. well.. i find myself extremely problematic. i get moody hell fast. and when i get moody.. i'll start throwing my day away.. and at the end of it, i'll regret and y can find me sitting down in the middle of the night at around 1 or 2 am and start studying. not to forget i sleep like a pig too. i'm over charged everyday.

there's a serious problem with my piano teacher(mrs oh) and me. my piano exam is in 20 days and she finds me really not prepared for it.. i've been with her for less than a year and one day mum compared this teacher with my ex piano teacher, miss loi. well hell she got so pissed off and called me in the morning to lecture me.. i've been on the phone with her for 15 minutes to the least i think and that was one of the longest fifteen minutes in my life! she said i've got no confidence in her and bla bla.. told me to get another teacher.. i've scare 3 piano teachers.. haha.. hmmm.. i find miss loi the best anyway.. she talks to us a lot..

well i think that's all for now.. gotta run!

 
back..
05.21.06 (2:48 am)   [edit]
It's been really long since i last blogged.. Just got off my mid year exam and now i'm feeling really bored... I've been waiting for today but it didn't turn out nice anyway.. I guess i need to get someting to do.. something i like. Will be working on it.. but currently.. i wanna work on this bloggie!!
 
over.....
11.19.05 (7:50 pm)   [edit]

it hurts one hell when u told me u dun wanna love me anymore. u told me i deserve your love... there's something i can't explain to myself as well.. i don't know why i don't seem to wanna fight for u to come back. i use to try all sort of ways to hav u back with me... this time i willingly part with u... probably i'm just too tired.


i had the best of u... and they are just memories to be keep now... i know there's just no other like you... you're a treasure i once had... u are a great person and therefore it'll be hard for u to lead a simple life but i know u're strong enough for anything...


no doubt u're still the most important person in my life and i'll be there for u if u need me.....


it's not a life i choose to lead but i'll lead it for u... u can't stick with me. so come, hand in hand, we conquer life.

 
i've never felt any worse in my life....
11.11.05 (5:53 am)   [edit]

Now,


after more than i thousand miles i've walked,


after more than a million scents i've discovered,


after all walks of ppl i've met,


u're just the one who simply shines.


After knowing u each passing day,


u took me with u,


walked me deeper into life,


with unlimited happiness and care,


with words that can't be said,


with complicated feelings i can't explain,


a feeling so true.


Having u made my life much more worth living,


love and faith for u eventually developed,


i dun know when,


i dun know how,


you're all that i trust,


and i know i shouldn't be doubting my love,


for i know i love u..


 


sincerely, baby....

 
loving you is all i'll do now...
11.09.05 (5:56 am)   [edit]
if only i know what are u doing now... i could just be watching u from far... i dun mind.. your existance means a lot to me... you're like no other. once in a lifetime treasure. if only i could be with u when u're sad. just sitting by u... giving u the closeness... if only i could help u cry... i will definitely do it. i'll do anything for u.. i'll pray and hope everytime before i sleep... for another day with u.. there's lots i wanna do with u.. i know as time passes.. love may fade.. insecureness.. i'm taking that away.. i'll make u feel like how u make me feel... i will... if u can't breathe.. i'll help u breathe.. if u can't see.. i'll help u see... it's all because.. i'm never never gonna give up on you...
 
From Bluerose...
11.07.05 (9:31 pm)   [edit]

 




I LOVE YOU, BABY.
No Other -bluerose

 
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